Geez... you would have to bring it up A lot of miles on these old gears, that I can say for sure.
Just also wanted to let everyone know that things are going fairly well here. For the most part the really bad days are over and I am started to move forward. Sure I miss the hell out of her but I also know that I can not change what happened and that being a miserable person will not change anything other then ruin my life.
Sure I am sad at times but I also revel in the time that we had together and I am learning to get on with things without her by my side. I would again like to thank everyone for the kind words, the wonderful emails, your prayers and your thoughts over the past few months. They really did mean a lot to me.